Update #1


Seems like the government is getting tough on people now a
days! Or no I can’t say that, their tough on everybody but not their people. I
don’t want any trouble with the government, don’t get me wrong folks . Because
truly after what I’ve been through I don’t give a shit about people in this
town, since they are satisfied with the humiliation and injustice they are
living through, why should I fight for them!! I tried! But nop , not anymore !

So the story is , this guy Abu Yazan got arrested for no
clear reason, read this blog and you will get more information about his story.
. What I’m saying is, why?! Why now you care dear green government! Since
you’re working on your projects and talks with the other yellow half of the
government, news talking about good intentions and working together for a
better future to this land!! huh ! how is that possible when you still grab an
activist ass like him into a prison for now clear reason ! lets say he’s in
trouble or whatever you’ll put on him, his family got the right to know if he’s
ok ! if he’s alive ! its simple human rights !!

The funny thing, since its Ramadan MBC1 puts these kind of
shows about religion and stuff, programs related to spiritual talks, so there
is this program called khwatir 7 – got plenty of hash tags on twitter such like
#k7  #khwatir #5wa6r – one of the
episodes was talking about how they treat prisoners in Norway ! did you guys
know they got a library inside the prison and a supermarket too !!! my point is
where the fuck is Islam in this Islamic city Gaza under this Islamic green
government !!

Btw Ramadan kareem everybody! huh

Something else that is very spread among people over here,
everybody is not happy !! what is wrong ?! oh sorry wrong question I guess . I
mean What is Not wrong in your lives ?!! every one of my friends is not
satisfied, its either the daily suffering life is growing on them, or people
are not leaving other people to live in peace ! so its like this , if you are
baring daily life there are some people who are not going to let you get out
with that with gossip, lies, creating stories, whatever they can do to pull you
down ! well yup they will do that no matter what , bec you have to be miserable
just like them !! but if your not baring the daily life , ummm well that would
be enough lol ! no electricity  no water
sometimes no enough money siege occupation and not even going to the drama of
the air strikes from time to time !!! the problem is, we are not even trying to
fight back !! people gave up ! they want to leave or travel ! they want any way
, any other fucking option but not to face reality and demand a better life !!
how sad is that ! how come people call themselves living when they don’t
deserve to breath !

Another thing I’d like to share, I like this movie called
public enemies. I don’t know if anybody watched it before! but its acted by johny
depp . yup I bet many people will want to watch it now . I like the story , even he’s
a bad guy basically a bank rubber but I can’t hide it no more, I have a thing
for bad guys… many deep feeling in this movie – my thoughts – so I wanted to
quote some thing , I found it very related to me and my messed up head ..

“ because they’re all about where people come from, but the
only thing is important, where somebody is going “


8 thoughts on “Update #1

  1. Zaid Shaker

    plus u don’t know what exactly that man “Khalid” did, did u? Maybe he is a spy or maybe he is another innocent guy!!

  2. Zaid Shaker

    I’ve watched that film many times so what’s the point???? What r u trying to prove? U want a similar experience in Gaza?
    ppl won’t leave anybody alone, its not just in Gaza ,its everywhere!!
    A Doctor said once: a Man’s brain is bigger than a Female’s one! that’s why Females talk then think and Males think then talk! what do u think now??

    • lol ! yea right ! well, that doctor must went to the wrong medical school , bec. that female he’s underestamted him , raised him !!

      about why that movie and what i mean by qouting this, first of all bec i love it and i really find that qout related to me these days . and i also wanted to hit to the government no matter how their folks like them for now but wrong will always be wrong and one day they will fall ! – plus i wanted to put something related to me , my personal life which is that lady ” blackbrid ” as their song called her bec. i find things in her that i can find in me sometimes !

      so tell yourself and that doctor , that maybe men think they are smart , but women are never shallow !

  3. Meagan

    You are utterly inspiring!
    Just watched the documentary all the way from Port Douglas, Queensland, Australia.
    Never give up.
    The rest of the world is here and fighting with you.

    Meagan Kelly.

  4. Mick

    Just saw you on Dateline in Australia. Really liked the story, you seemed very brave and positive.

    I’m hoping that the first paragraph in this post isn’t really true, because I think people such as yourself and the others in the story are Palestine’s hope for a better future.

  5. mmmmm, Nalan…. am so sorrryyyy to say that…… I am very deppressed now….. very frustrated, very sad, very upset, this is the second article i read on ur blog, at the begining i was like oooh, how amazing the Palestinian people are, and stilll i am sure that Palestinians are stillllll Great and amazing, But y in the first article u were very optimistic, resistant, defender, and now u’ve changed every thing to the opposite?????!!!!!!!!!!!, U Must never Lose hopeeeee, never ever lose hope, stay as u were in the first article the 20 year old gurl who struggle, and work hard, and push all other people and promote for their Palestinian cause, and for the Palestinian-Israeli conflict…

    I know, in Gaza people are also frustrated, angry from what they see every day and moment, and they have the right to feel so, but they never have the right to give up the fight, and to lose hope.

    We are abroad, out of Gaza and Palestine, but we are also frustrated, we live but internally we are always looking at our Palestine, and we always rely on People like u and like all other Palestinians who support, and fight, and resist, and call for the Palestinian right.

    I disagree with u Nalan in what u mentioned in the article: “where the fuck is Islam!!!!!!” i know it’s coming out from a frustration and from what u feel is happening to the people and inside the people, but Islam is a totally different thing than HAMAS…. Hamas is just A Former Resistant Movement, and A Current ruler, they keep talking in the name of god and Islam, but as long as we are educated we should never relate HAMAS as a movement and Islam which is greater than any movement.

    Hamas issue is totally different issue that needs another comment or article, but what i want to say is that, if Palestinian Inside Palestine lose hope, Palestinian out of Palestine will forget Palestine, and that’s what we all dont want to happen.

    We have to know how we can develop our country, we have to work on resisting the occupation, resisting the Israeli-Zionist criminals, by what ever means, and that will never happen if we lose hope, Remember rachel corrie, remember VITORIo< remember all the Internationals who travel to Palestine just to end the Zionist-Israeli siege….

    All that should keep the hope, and then…. palestine will definately be liberated 😉

    Cheeeerrrrr UPPPPPpPppppPPP Great Palestinians 😉

  6. Yasmin

    To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment. Ralph Waldo Emerson. Never give up. Best of luck Nalan.

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